Between Our Words

Hi [please talk to me, actually talk]

Hey [it's been a while]

I guess congratulations are in order [why didn't you tell me?]

Yea… [I should have told you]

Aren't you happy about it? [please just tell me that you only choose her because you actually wanted me, but don't lie, I can't handle that]

Yes [of course not, she's not you]

Good ...because I'm happy for you [no you hurt me, again]

Really? [don't say what isn't true, please fight! Don't just let me go]

Yes [NO!! how could I be happy unless you were with me?]

Ok, then thanks [looks like I'm hurting you again]

Not a problem [the tears streaming down my cheeks are showing the lie's I am saying to you, of course it's a problem, you're not with me]

Alright [I'm sorry, I really hurt you, I know I should be with you but I need to clean up, I need to change I'm not ready]

Yeah… I've got to go anyway [I can't stand this conversation any longer, it just makes the pain grow stronger]

Ok, bye [don't leave …let me help you understand. I'm sorry.]

Bye [I should let you go, the pain you cause hurts to much]

Life-Goes-On has signed off

…I'm sorry I should have told you, I need you …I should have told you, that I care about you …I should have told you that I'm with her …I should have told you to hold on because when I'm free from this hell, I'm going to need your heaven …I should have told you everything from the very beginning …I should tell you …please! Don't let me go, because of the hurt I caused doesn't change the fact that it's always and will always be you, I'm sorry …forgive me …I love you …come back to me